This week has sucked so much. What better way to top it off? Having abso-fucking-lutely nothing to do on the possible last Halloween I will be spending here in Texas, and most likey with the friends I have here in Texas. I'm trying to keep calm but I'm the verge of just snapping and going crazy.

My friends' plans were changed to go to this Halloween theme park in Waxahachie called SCREAMS. But my g/f's car can't make it so they're taking only one car, but it ended up being me, her, Lindz, Mandi, Kevin, and Megan, so one of us would have to go. Not really, but it is Lindz's car and it is her choice. So I just decided not to go. They're all going for Rocky Horror. That's how they referred to it. Not as the theme park, but as an event held at the theme park. I'm the one person in the group who hates Rocky Horror so I just decided not to go.

Way to go...shows how much my friends care for and are willing to compromise for me. Fuck them!

So now I'm doing nothing for Halloween. No awesome samurai costume anymore (which almost makes me want to cry). No anything...this week sucks. Why do I keep these kind of friends? Why do I date a girl who to the outside world seems a complete and total polar opposite to me? Why despite all my efforts to do anything, they all end up for naught?

I hate my life. I hate my friends right now. I hate everyone. I can't wait to graduate and leave this hell whole and all of these close-minded fuckheads I call friends. Bah! Leave me alone!